Commitment

God is doing something in my life right now. I can feel it. Not like, "Ouch! I just stubbed my toe!" feeling it, but deep in the depths of my soul I feel it. I've never been more sure of anything in my life the way that I am sure that Jesus Christ came to this earth so that I might have a life of abundance. I long to be in His will and I desperately desire to be guided by His word. However, this is not going to happen if I don't dedicate my entire life to Him. Not just when it's convenient for me and my schedule, but every second of every day living for Jesus and nothing/no one else. He is God in every aspect of my life and my very existence is a result of His infinite love and mercies.

God,

Take my life and mold me into the woman that YOU desire for me to be. Let not my will, but YOURS be done. I prayed to you a few moments ago that you would break me and conquer me. I mean that. It's scary to pray such a big prayer and to ask for such a heavy request, but you are the God of big and heavy things. I pray Lord Jesus that you would bless me, bless me indeed God. I pray this also for Justin and our families. Thank you for providing for our every need even when we take it for granted and look past the things you are doing in our lives-right before our very eyes. I am yours Jesus, always and forever. I commit my life, my soul, my purpose to YOU and YOU alone. I love you!

Amen